February 2010
75 posts
Here we go #26
Today was…. pretty damn fantastic, actually, this weekend wasn’t half bad
Friday…exams…ahhh! oh well, it’s out of my hands now, I did my best!! then work…no fun!
Saturday…pain! damn beauty! then dominique came over and we had fun! stupid starbucks gossip, that’s not gonna get you far sweetheart, just saying! I’m so done with drama. I’m...
It's been too damn long
This should have beemn dated for thursday:
I’m beginning to believe that when our parents told us bedtime stories and said it was all fantasy, they were lying. Because clearly, fairytale moments do exist and they happen every day in the form of perfect, romantic miracles.
also, whoever said that setting matters is an idiot, because really, it doesn’t (run down BMX parks underneath...
January 2010
57 posts
Here we go #26
sigh. so my stress is winding down
portfolios done, a few more entrees and some pleading and I have an A in french
just science final and provincial and then it begins all over again. sigh. at least I’ll have a bit of leeway before I start to get stressed again.
But really, to see him right now, I donno how thats gonna affect my mega-stress situation…hopefully it won’t affect...
Here we go #25
I just wanted to say that I love the way I have to prepare myself everytime I know I’m gonna see you.
I have to prepare to have my breath taken away
to have my knees go weak
butterflies begin to flutter in my stomach
my heart skips a beat
I feel light headed
it’s that need to be with you in that second
and I fall in love all over again…
damn I love that feeling, almost as...
French class...
Once upon a time there was little unicorn names Isiah, and Isiah wanted to find a rainbow! He wanted to go and find one and see if there really was a leprechaun at the end! so he sets off on a long and vigorous journey, through forests and lakes, but it’s all okay, because Isiah knows how to swim! So he’s swimming along and meeting a bunch of animals and people and makes freinds with...
Here we go #24
Sigh. So
aurevoir Portfolio. YOU ARE FINISHED. muaha!
but now I have to worry about science…and the general passing of science…
good plan! LOL!
hmmm: today? yea…today was alright.
morning: good! band was fun, planning was…interesting…LOL! (birth control..bahahaha)
afternoon: still pretty good, found out I’m not doing well in science, and gagnon pissed me...
Facebook makes me happy...and abba...
Mel Jess Heepler has had ABBA songs in her head since first block... *sigh*
Lauren : JUST ONE LOOK AND I CAN HEAR A BELL RINGGG ONE MORE LOOK AND I FORGET EVERYTHINGGGG ... MAMMA MIAAA
Pete : are you feeling the beat of the tambourine?
Mel : no. but i have a dream..
Pete : i dreamed a dream
Mel : ...wrong artist...
Kate : i think someone should stand up and dramaticly start singing "the winner takes it all".
would make me sooo happy..
Me: I just read these comments. they made me happy. wow :D and so did I. and I agree with kate. duyring english someone should :D
Stress all-time high
Okay. Well now
Today was freaking terrible.
I’m so sorry! I was being my over nosy self and I pushed you to tell me then I got upset and I pushed me away and I could tell that then I had done the one thing I never ever EVER wanted to do. EVER. The one thing I strive NOT to do. EVERYDAY. I hurt you. You can try to deny it. But isn’t that what got us into this mess? I think so… sigh. I’m sorry....
Here we go #24
Sigh
I donno anymore, I had myself thoroughly convinced I didn’t need him anymore. that I was done because every time I tried it never went well. I rpomised myself that my tears weren’t gonna fall for him anymore.I promised myself I was gonna let go. no matter what my family thought of my decision.
It’s sad when you read that knowing I’m talking about my own father.
Here we go #23?
I am SO stressed out. Like…URGH!!!
I hate finals. Above finals, I hate the freaking portfolio. ABOVE THAT! I hate GAGNON! How do you expect us to be honest about your teaching methods when we know you’re gonna be reading it? what are we gonna do “well ACTUALLY! you didn’t help me. You are a horrible teacher and I hope I never have to deal with you ever ever ever...
Band class...
Kate: Where's Matt?
Me: he's late...
Kate: ... WHAT?
Me: ...He's late...?
Kate: OHHHH!
Me...?
Her: I heard "Matt got laid"
Me: WHAT!?
both: HYSTERICAL LAUGHTER
Matt walks in we laugh HARDER.
oh god...funny stuff
Here we go #22
mmm…
So no drama today *woooot!*
I actually had such a good day.
You know how I know? I was smiling ALL day. And I laughed for probably 3 hours in total during school alone. So many insiders were created today.
I will never think of oranges the same way again..
Band class…hes LATE kate. LATE!
Science class…BAHAHAHAHA
Tongue piercings…
Bunnies!
oh...
Science class...
Dominique: So i'm going to Tofino with this guy... :)
Sam: Oh god
Me: Awesome!
Dominique: yea... I want to bring a friend, but when I told him that, he said no because he's gonna take me on an adventure
Sam and Me: giggling
Me: An ADVENTURE eh?
Dominique: yea...I donno what he meant by that
Me and Sam: Laughing full on now
Dominique: NO! NOT LIKE THAT!
Me and Sam: laughing harder
Dominique: No! it's only a deserted hut on top of a hill...
Me and sam: IN HYSTERICS
Dominique: ....OMG WHAT IF HE MEANT....
Me and Sam: IN HYSTERICS GASPING FOR AIR CLUTCHING OUR STOMACHS AND CRYING
best science class ever...
Ho hum
I really want to be able to comment on stuff. cuz some stuff is just too epicly made of win to NOT comment. especially for people I know, like inside jokes. yea, random, I know but hey :P
they got rid of tumblarity :(
tehehe...so easily amused :P
Jack: Hey, you know what sucks?
Lindsey: vaccuums
Jack: Hey, you know what sucks in a metaphorical sense?
Lindsey: black holes
Jack: Hey, you know what just isn't cool?
Lindsey: lava?
Here we go #22
All for you…
I love you
and I love the simplicity of it all
the subtle way you make me smile, so that I don’t even notice that I am.
the way you inspire the hell outta me without even knowing it
the way you give me confidence and strength in a simple kiss
The way a simple kiss is loaded with so much more
the way you make me giggle and go speechless with your amazing...
Hmmm....
You asked to see one of them…hear ya go.
I wrote this recently, but it’s inspired by stuff that happened last year, just so everyone knows.
Yea, I’m a dork. GET OVER IT!
I can see it in your eyes you think I’m worth it
My heart sinks a little when you look that way at her
I know somehow you’ll have to make a choice
Damn, I hope it’s me…
Baby I’m gonna love you tomorrow
I’m...
Here we go #21
emergency post.
Wow.
I can’t believe you put me to tears with a single sentence. it may not have been what you were trying to say. and I understand that…kinda. but I’m still hurt… I dunno what to say right now.
Here we go #20
hmm…
So…I’ve found myself.
Actually, I wasn’t aware I had lost myself. But apparently, I had, because I used to always be able to see the beauty in things. pretty much everything. I hadn’t noticed I’d lost that ability. Or maybe I didn’t lose it, its possible I was brainwahsed by me “more important” life, I was too busy to actually SEE. That...
